An Apology To John Merrik From Matt Bleak
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An Apology To John Merrik From Matt Bleak
by trollium » Thu Aug 28, 2008 1:08 pm
As everyone around here already knows, John Merrik is a good dude.
He didn't flush a baby down the toilet nor did he do any of the other crazy stuff I accused him of.
I apologize for letting my feud with Thallium make me so angry that I let it spill over onto this forum. I should have been mature and man enough to ignore her taunts and just get on with what I was known for on here - posting tracks and sample packs and occasionaly getting involved in some non-personal controversies.
It is not John Merrik's fault that his ex-wife Thallium latched onto me, Matt Bleak and unloaded a lot of emotional baggage onto me regarding her breakup with John. I should also have been mature enough to understand that there are always two sides to every break-up and should have remained friends with Thallium but made it clear that I was not going to get involved in either her relationship break-up or with any of the many ongoing online feuds she has with both forums and forum posters around the world.
Unfortunately I am not a very mature, stable or sane person and I am a sucker for what I perceive to be a woman in distress which is the impression I got from Thallium, I think Thallium took advantage of this fact.
It is also not John's fault that once I realized that Thallium was using me as some sort of puppet to take her revenge on people she thought had wronged her and terminated my association with her that Thallium became enraged with me and started playing a lot of nasty online games and spreading vicious unsubstantiated slander and gossip about me across the internet and within the breakcore and other music communities. Instead of taking the bait and responding in kind i should have moved on, but like a childish idiot I didn't and look at the stupidity and hurt feelings that followed as a result of my childish actions.
But this post is not about me and Thallium, it is about John Merrik - a dude who never did anything wrong by me. I am deeply sorry for the distress and hurt I have caused you John and also for the mess I have made on your forums. Once again : SORRY
He didn't flush a baby down the toilet nor did he do any of the other crazy stuff I accused him of.
I apologize for letting my feud with Thallium make me so angry that I let it spill over onto this forum. I should have been mature and man enough to ignore her taunts and just get on with what I was known for on here - posting tracks and sample packs and occasionaly getting involved in some non-personal controversies.
It is not John Merrik's fault that his ex-wife Thallium latched onto me, Matt Bleak and unloaded a lot of emotional baggage onto me regarding her breakup with John. I should also have been mature enough to understand that there are always two sides to every break-up and should have remained friends with Thallium but made it clear that I was not going to get involved in either her relationship break-up or with any of the many ongoing online feuds she has with both forums and forum posters around the world.
Unfortunately I am not a very mature, stable or sane person and I am a sucker for what I perceive to be a woman in distress which is the impression I got from Thallium, I think Thallium took advantage of this fact.
It is also not John's fault that once I realized that Thallium was using me as some sort of puppet to take her revenge on people she thought had wronged her and terminated my association with her that Thallium became enraged with me and started playing a lot of nasty online games and spreading vicious unsubstantiated slander and gossip about me across the internet and within the breakcore and other music communities. Instead of taking the bait and responding in kind i should have moved on, but like a childish idiot I didn't and look at the stupidity and hurt feelings that followed as a result of my childish actions.
But this post is not about me and Thallium, it is about John Merrik - a dude who never did anything wrong by me. I am deeply sorry for the distress and hurt I have caused you John and also for the mess I have made on your forums. Once again : SORRY
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by thecaptain » Thu Aug 28, 2008 11:18 pm
Okay here is the cycle - Matt goes crazy, people laugh at him, Matt does his "I'm sorry" routine blames it on a random girl that doesn't give a shit about him.... Matt gets a few people patting him on the back thus making his net penis solid.....then he goes off his rocker again.
People just like laughing at you because you go so mental over the internets.
Anyway we all know you will be back here going nuts again within 24 hours.
OMG SPEDCOREZ OMG TERRORISM OMG CORNFLAKES incoming....
You nob.
People just like laughing at you because you go so mental over the internets.
Anyway we all know you will be back here going nuts again within 24 hours.
OMG SPEDCOREZ OMG TERRORISM OMG CORNFLAKES incoming....
You nob.
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