I Hate Breakcore

by **hardon collider** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 3:14 am

recently I've been scared to death that:

1. I'm either going totally insane

or

2. I really am getting SUCKED OUT OF FUCKING REALITY

turns out I just have been having horrible sinus shit going on this week combined with massive anxiety shit, depression, boredom, lack of sleep, high sensitivity and pain killer addiction. all mixed with constant depersonalization spells that contain horrible horrible feelings very few if any of you on here have ever experienced or would ever want to experience. fuck my life.

/bitching to people who don't give a fuck

EDIT: on the plus side, I'm creating some very very very fucked up tunes in the state that I am in and failing miserably in school. not sure how the latter is a positive thing. maybe it is, but I'm too scared to think about it too much because then I'll have another head shock and run onto my front lawn and catch myself on fucking fire.

by **HORSE FORCE** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 4:07 am

stop bragging about how breakcore you are

by **producer_snafu** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 4:36 am

ihatebreakcorediary.com?

by **hatchgo** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 4:57 am

hey dude

I know what you mean

fuck that fuck everything

by **rokhausen** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 5:55 am

stop casting depersonalization spells on yrself

seriously though, if you're not kidding around here i remember getting "sucked out of reality" once (twice? thrice?) and the panic/confusion lasted a long time... for months... but reality's what you make of it. out with the old, begin work on the new. congrats, dude. may be the best thing that could happen to you in the long run.

ps - try to kick the painkillers

by **miskibaul** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 6:04 am

hardon collider wrote:recently I've been scared to death that:

1. I'm either going totally insane

or

2. I really am getting SUCKED OUT OF FUCKING REALITY

turns out I just have been having horrible sinus shit going on this week combined with massive anxiety shit, depression, boredom, lack of sleep, high sensitivity and pain killer addiction. all mixed with constant depersonalization spells that contain horrible horrible feelings very few if any of you on here have ever experienced or would ever want to experience. fuck my life.

/bitching to people who don't give a fuck

EDIT: on the plus side, I'm creating some very very very fucked up tunes in the state that I am in and failing miserably in school. not sure how the latter is a positive thing. maybe it is, but I'm too scared to think about it too much because then I'll have another head shock and run onto my front lawn and catch myself on fucking fire.

while you have this moment of clarity.....

you should stop yourself from working. i know your a big scientific accomplishment and all, but it turns out living isn't so bad once you get the hang of it. thank you for your time.

edit: with the understanding that you really are the hardon collider and some how found a way to tap into the internet to "voice" your true inner feelings.

i guess also, no matter how hard you think about it, your still stuck in this bitch like the rest of us. werd brother.

by **djtheblade** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 6:48 am

Anyone heard the new My Chemical Romance album?

by **miskibaul** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 7:48 am

by **Gostek** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 12:41 pm

djtheblade wrote:Anyone heard the new My Chemical Romance album?

It's rad

I've been out of reality some time ago. Now i'm back to reality and it's cool

by **CoReCoNTAx** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 2:13 pm

i Have felt very similar...and my drug addictions dont help...best thing is to try and go straight edge for a little while and speak to family and freinds about it as much as you can.....

by **zacharybcollins** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 2:22 pm

hardon collider wrote:pain killer addiction.

Dude, can I get some?

by **Feutus Lapdance** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 8:28 pm

Dont start shooting people.

by **PEPCORE** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 9:30 pm

I never understood the shooting shit.

If im gonna shoot and kill multiplle people, i'm gonna start with myself.

So should everyone.

Atleast you will be remembered as the highscore school shooter, who started with himself.

by **SeveredDigit** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 9:31 pm

Bitch...Please!!! :roll:

by **SeveredDigit** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 9:32 pm

My advice would be to go get a handjob and then STFU!

usually works for me.

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